Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Hav heart to heart tok wif lin
been such a long time since i ever tok so much things in my heart n mind wif my lin
the conclusion from my lin
save e frenship we once hav is the main priority
but i nt sure whether i can done it
becoz as wad i hav told lin
if all these ever happen
there will be an ans
but it oso means things will be change
no one ever noe how the endin is
hopin ans will arrive once time is right
at tat time
no matter how things are
there will still be sadness
unbearable moments but wad urs is ursthere no way to force smth to be in ur wayso till a time wen understand wad cannot be forcedmaybe ans will be outlife isn't happy oways
although ppl say no matter how happy or unhappy u r
oways live ur life happy
but deep inside
u r nt totally happy
maybe infront of ppl.. may look happy
but doesn't mean u r really happy
abstract from a book and taken from ray's blog
- Love towards someone might die off when the love towards others become vibrant
- “Love is the heart feeling. The person that you have stronger passion for is the person you love more. This is the answer given by your heart, it is the final answer.
but how true can these phrases mean wen i read these two sentencesi find it contradictinit seems like telling 2 different endings
there are lots of things i wish to say outbut words couldn't express how i really feeltoday short gathering wif lini gt few momentswhere i controlled myself eg. emotions
somehow sense tat u r somehow affected by it but i cant say anythingbecoz i myself hu most afectted by itcant cheer u upso i will oways hope tat u will be happyProblems cant be solved overniteit requires careful thinkingwise decision-makingso as nt to hav regretsonce words are say outit will be like water being poured out of the glasscannot be recoveredno matter how hard u tryit will never becum totally same as beforethere will still be flawsmay even result in foreva scaras memories are hard to be erasedi tryin to be my own self againthe present mer tiredveri tiredhave fast-changing moodquite bad-temperedi dun hav the past energy level to partcipate in the funis it becoz of workor studiesor emonessor stress and pressureor feelings and thoughtsor juz purely tiredtryin to recover
I Just Want You! <3 .
11:44 PM