Tuesday, January 29, 2008
一切回到原点
从你的歌声
我体会很多东西
我会怀恋很多东西
我也会失去很多东西
就因为我的决定
我很欣慰我们可以是这样
但我很害怕那天会有什么改变
这一天不回来的，对吗？
我是自私的
I Just Want You! <3 .
10:46 PM
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Monday, January 28, 2008
I hav made a decision over this issue le...
a long time made decision
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:02 AM
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
有谁知道我到底在想些什么
了解我
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:19 AM
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
心好痛
心真的好痛
好痛
好痛
你不了解我说的话
但你却说你知道
你根本不知道我的心情
I HATE MYSELF
TOTALLY HATE MYSELF
silent
I Just Want You! <3 .
11:07 PM
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
nt satisfied wif wad i hav
y things is like tat...
my feeling now...
just like the pic below
I Just Want You! <3 .
11:35 PM
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
can i hav a way out
i been stuck by unknown object
maybe my heart hav an ans
all my attitudes r caused by the ans
i m tryin to find a way out
sry for my behaviour
我好自闭
真的好自闭
maybe one day u all juz couldn't find mi
becoz i hav travelled to a far far place
thanks ray
but maybe i nid someone to wake mi up from tis mess
a someone to shake mi
slap mi
pour cold water on mi
scold mi
make mi cry
do anything jus to bring mi out of tis
life is terrible wen everything are in a mess
m i destined to fail to becom a happy person
i think i am such a person...
好痛好痛
(hidden words)
I Just Want You! <3 .
6:11 PM
6:11 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
快乐可以很简单
但我为什么却办不到呢
理由就是我迷路了
在十字路口
不知要往前走
还是要往右走
还是往左走
只有一道路是我想走的
但却为了一些事情
我被阻止了
if sick can make one stop thinkin
i dun mind to be sick for tis period of time
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:31 AM
12:31 AM
random fotos tat i found in my com
new discovery
5 slides phones tat belonged to mi, my sis n 3 cousins
i more slides phone nt in pic
formal wear on tue
for FIT proj
bad day
do we look like zombies tryin to escape
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:01 AM
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i somehow like these few days weather
sort of helpin mi out in wad i cant do now
I Just Want You! <3 .
9:54 AM
9:54 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i read one page of a magazine
askin a qn
n choose a card that i think is most suitable
Goddess of Beauty
Goddess of Knowledge
Goddess of Sacred Power
Goddess of Justice
Goddess of Sacred Path
tat wad i choose
the explanation does not seem as beautiful as the words are..
somehow find it true...
tryin to noe more about myself..
followin where my heart guide mi to
yet i afraid on the way
Someone or mi will be hurt
I Just Want You! <3 .
10:50 PM
10:50 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Hav heart to heart tok wif lin
been such a long time since i ever tok so much things in my heart n mind wif my lin
the conclusion from my lin
save e frenship we once hav is the main priority
but i nt sure whether i can done it
becoz as wad i hav told lin
if all these ever happen
there will be an ans
but it oso means things will be change
no one ever noe how the endin is
hopin ans will arrive once time is right
at tat time
no matter how things are
there will still be sadness
unbearable moments
but wad urs is urs
there no way to force smth to be in ur way
so till a time wen understand wad cannot be forced
maybe ans will be out
life isn't happy oways
although ppl say no matter how happy or unhappy u r
oways live ur life happy
but deep inside
u r nt totally happy
maybe infront of ppl.. may look happy
but doesn't mean u r really happy
abstract from a book and taken from ray's blog
- Love towards someone might die off when the love towards others become vibrant
- “Love is the heart feeling. The person that you have stronger passion for is the person you love more. This is the answer given by your heart, it is the final answer.
but how true can these phrases mean
wen i read these two sentences
i find it contradictin
it seems like telling 2 different endings
there are lots of things i wish to say out
but words couldn't express how i really feel
today short gathering wif lin
i gt few moments
where i controlled myself eg. emotions
somehow sense tat u r somehow affected by it
but i cant say anything
becoz i myself hu most afectted by it
cant cheer u up
so i will oways hope tat u will be happy
Problems cant be solved overnite
it requires careful thinking
wise decision-making
so as nt to hav regrets
once words are say out
it will be like water being poured out of the glass
cannot be recovered
no matter how hard u try
it will never becum totally same as before
there will still be flaws
may even result in foreva scar
as memories are hard to be erased
i tryin to be my own self again
the present me
r tired
veri tired
have fast-changing mood
quite bad-tempered
i dun hav the past energy level to partcipate in the fun
is it becoz of work
or studies
or emoness
or stress and pressure
or feelings and thoughts
or juz purely tired
tryin to recover
I Just Want You! <3 .
11:44 PM
11:44 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
life is fragile
but i treat my life quite badly
珍惜现在的一切是因为曾经跌过，痛过，才知道拥有的不是理所当然，所以现在抓得更紧，不想再往下摔，因为摔，很痛，爬，很累。
but i not sure whether i able to treasure wad i hav
i nv seem to learn from my mistake
as a result
i keep makin same mistakes
today morn met lin for a while
the first thing she told mi
"u look really veri tired"
wen i hear tis
i dunno whether she say the rite thing anot
i myself felt that i m so much better than other days
i m sorry tat i made u worried...
but i cannot assure u anything
i dunno how i feelin now
i cant tell ppl wad i m really thinking
wad i really feelin now
i start to emo again
tis time is different from the previous time
is gettin more serious
will be more worse
or will it be better
can i hav a choice?
or do i hav a choice?
I Just Want You! <3 .
10:52 PM
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Monday, January 07, 2008
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:11 AM
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
Happy 1 month, dear!
Sorry i have been keepin tis by myself , and nv told u earlier!
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:10 AM
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Friday, January 04, 2008
LIBRA WOMAN
Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look younger than her age. She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning. She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases. She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent. In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election. She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling. She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes t! eam work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence. Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you. She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games. If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!
Conclusion: Quite true!
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:15 AM
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
gettin back one of my results
没有生存的意愿
a conclusion
好希望你就是我的恶魔
i hav nt been hardworkin enuff
first day of sch is quite bad!!
I Just Want You! <3 .
1:01 AM
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
For the year 2007 tat has jus passed...
i wanna thanks these people
becoz of u all
i have fond memories
~my dear lin
~ my dear
~ u ( a person that i noe will hold ur promises)
~ Awa frens (esp him)
~ Servers 07
~ all my frens tat willin to care for mi
Thanks for willing to be my frens
I Just Want You! <3 .
12:39 AM
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