Tuesday, October 30, 2007

my sweet present from my dear!!

i like it so much!!

thanks dear for noein my likes!! =)

I Just Want You! <3 .
10:47 PM

i hav veri serious mood swings

so serious that i cant control

i can be happy in the first place

but after a while gt angry for small little things

n i will juz kept quiet for the rest of the day

coopin all the things within mi

y will i becum lidat?

i juz wanted to be happy

难道快乐是件难以办到的事吗？

为何我却快乐不起来

it's time to return to my own self

but how can i go back?

or

is there no return route back?

我真的有很坏的脾气

也许身边的朋友开始发现了

也就开始里我越来越远了

这是我的错吗？

可是这不是我想要的

我累了

也许我需要休息

一段我也不知道需要多久的休息

-停下休息是要走更长的路-

希望它是有用的

I Just Want You! <3 .
12:31 AM

Monday, October 29, 2007

one word to describe mi

TIRED

workin for 2 days can be tirin

wen it's been a long long time since i work continually for 2 days

but my dear went to visit mi ytd

it makes my day better

=)

time really passes veri fast

october gonna end soon

which means that 2007 is goin to come to an end le

i still hopin tt all my birthday wishes can come true

becoz it's wad i believe that can motivate mi to go on

hmms... i really hope it will come true

a new week gonna start

meanin there're new things to be learnt

n learnt from past mistakes made

jia you!!

I Just Want You! <3 .
12:40 AM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Hmms..
thanks everyone =)
thanks for the sweet messages =P

thanks syahid for advices!

i wasn't emo today
but i look like one
it juz becoz i'm tired

workin tml.. sian

i wanna do well for my exams!!
hope i can make it!

long long way to go!

I Just Want You! <3 .
1:57 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

one week has passed
hope everything will still be fine

I Just Want You! <3 .
1:15 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

from the time all my msg gt deleted

i tink i hav the ans to my tots n qns le

u r still the one tat i lookin for

however

i tink i will do the same thing as u ba

doin nth bout it

NOW

i will put my studies first

wen one day wen things will change

i will change too

things can be simple if we do not think of it as complicated

I Just Want You! <3 .
1:14 AM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

happy birthday to myself!
happy birthday to yong hui!

the day actually was quite boring to mi
becoz lectures isn't fun

but the nite is good for mi
havin sec sch gatherin
eatin steamboat
it's nice coming tgt to hav a meal

we have fun
it's long since we get tgt..

thanks guys and my dear!

thanks for the gift!

I Just Want You! <3 .
11:50 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

我觉得我很矛盾

前几天
我很害怕生病

但今天的我却很想生一场病
因为这样我可以不用去想很多事情

我感到很累很累
累得我无法做事情
失去以往的奋斗
也开始对很多事情感到没有兴趣

1 more day to come

but y i still dun look forward to it?

再看着办吧

I Just Want You! <3 .
12:21 AM

Friday, October 12, 2007

要开学了，可是却没有任何事情让我想读书。
我蛮喜欢我的课程表，但我不太喜欢我的班。
总觉得这个班会给我很大的压力，不像我以前的班那么风趣好玩。
幸好我有一些好的朋友在一起，不让我一定会很闷。

还有多几天就是我的生日
可是我却不感到兴奋
更不会期待它的来临。

生日代表新的一年就要开始了
也代表我也长大了
改掉我坏的一面
只希望我可以坐回我自己

只希望我的愿望可以实现
虽然我知道是那么遥不可及的

有时希望自己是给专注读书的一个普通人
也许现在的我会比较快乐
也许我的个性会不同
也许我的生活圈子会变小
或许有很多也许

可是
我却回不去了
我只可以往前走
不能再退后了

现在的我不想有遗憾
也许是因为认识你
所以我不想后悔
虽然我在这条路上感到彷徨
无助
失望
失去方向
想要放弃
感到很累很累

我是多么想要休息
我不知道我还可以坚持多久
但是我想要在你身边
所以我一定要坚持下去
只要你快乐
任何事情我都愿意做

我不要再做错的决定了
所以在我还没想清楚之前
我是没有任何答案的
我也无法给任何解释

生活中一定有许多悲与乐
只有自己才可以决定
将来的路要如何走下去

路是人走出来的
所以好与坏要自己承担

最后
爱是没有错的

I Just Want You! <3 .
1:57 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

thanks you guys for helpin mi celebrate my birthday in advance =)
i enjoyed it =P

hope our bond within everyone in the grp will remain strong =)

alot of things seems to change after i come back
slowly adaptin back

everyone muz take care of their health
esp. people around mi
i wanna see u all healthy n happy =)

I Just Want You! <3 .
5:34 PM

i miss ur smile, ur notty acts n everything bout ya
misses =)